i missed the time where i made my own decision
the time i walked down the streets,
under the hot sun and the heavy rain
everyday's the same but brings different situation
i missed them well enough it made me cry,
i missed them so well enough that i can't lie
i was there to fulfill my dreams,
i was there to enjoy every dreams that i'm making
but as time passes slowly and when time change it all
you're surely gonna miss the rise and fall
your thought of coming clean of what you've done
you're missing every moment and trying to cherish them all
now all that's what left in your head
where did it go? where did it all go?
i missed the time where i'm there waiting for the bus
and i'm missing every second of the wait
i've spent much of my time all by myself
laughing and crying on the stupid things
but where where it all go now?
and there comes a time where i'm facing the toughest yet
the pressure and everything
the tiring eight hours or so
but all of them are worth enough for me now
and that's what made me miss those days
but behind every pressure, there are still smiles on the face
kept the pressure well hidden for such a long day
how i missed that 'plastic smiles'
but it left me questioning,
where did it all go?
and as every moment passes by,
it brings tear to make you cry
it wash away all the lies
some day are bruised and battered by others
but it all made me stronger
i missed the time where i fell sick yet still able to carry on,
going through the everyday life as it never changed
but truth is, i'm happy living myself that way though it's such a tough task
but now, where did it all go?
how i missed these times, how much i missed it i can't tell
and i still wouldn't believe i made it through
i wouldn't believe i survived the fights that i'm struggling
i made my own decisions, and i felt i was at my best
i made it through, and i missed it too
and i am looking forward for it again in my near future
then by that time, i would not only laugh and cry all by myself,
but that time it will be, you and me laughing and crying
and it will only be, wait for the right time