Where Did It All Go

i missed the time where i live on my own,

i missed the time where i made my own decision

the time i walked down the streets,

under the hot sun and the heavy rain

everyday's the same but brings different situation

i missed them well enough it made me cry,

i missed them so well enough that i can't lie

i was there to fulfill my dreams,

i was there to enjoy every dreams that i'm making

but as time passes slowly and when time change it all

you're surely gonna miss the rise and fall

your thought of coming clean of what you've done

you're missing every moment and trying to cherish them all

now all that's what left in your head

where did it go? where did it all go?

i missed the time where i'm there waiting for the bus

and i'm missing every second of the wait

i've spent much of my time all by myself

laughing and crying on the stupid things

but where where it all go now?

and there comes a time where i'm facing the toughest yet

the pressure and everything

the tiring eight hours or so

but all of them are worth enough for me now

and that's what made me miss those days

but behind every pressure, there are still smiles on the face

kept the pressure well hidden for such a long day

how i missed that 'plastic smiles'

but it left me questioning,

where did it all go?

and as every moment passes by,

it brings tear to make you cry

it wash away all the lies

some day are bruised and battered by others

but it all made me stronger

i missed the time where i fell sick yet still able to carry on,

going through the everyday life as it never changed

but truth is, i'm happy living myself that way though it's such a tough task

but now, where did it all go?

how i missed these times, how much i missed it i can't tell

and i still wouldn't believe i made it through

i wouldn't believe i survived the fights that i'm struggling

i made my own decisions, and i felt i was at my best

i made it through, and i missed it too

and i am looking forward for it again in my near future

then by that time, i would not only laugh and cry all by myself,

but that time it will be, you and me laughing and crying

and it will only be, wait for the right time

It's Just... Sometimes..

This is one of the best explanations of why God allows pain and suffering that I have seen...

A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.

As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation.

They talked about so many things and various subjects.

When they eventually touched on the subject of God, the barber said:

"I don't believe that God exists."

"Why do you say that?" asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't exist.

Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?

Would there be abandoned children?

If God existed, there would be neither suffering nor pain.

I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of these things."

The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't want to start an argument.

The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop.

Just after he left the barbershop, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy, dirty hair and an untrimmed beard.

He looked dirty and unkempt. The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said to the barber:

"You know what? Barbers do not exist."

"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber.

"I am here, and I am a barber. And I just worked on you!"

"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did, there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards, like that man outside."

"Ah, but barbers DO exist! That's what happens when people do not come to me."

"Exactly!" affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES exist!

That's what happens when people do not go to Him and don't look to Him for help.

That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."

BE BLESSED & BE A BLESSING TO OTHERS !!!!!!!

Butterfly oh Butterfly

what a beautiful creature.. it didn't flew away when i took it.. and i took it with my camera phone, this was taken yesterday, i think.... what?? ok, how forgetful i am.. LoL

honestly, i'm scared of these things, funny isn't it? but i kinda like it so i took it anyways.. it's beautiful, to me

and something crossed my mind that if we like something or someone and when we say we liked them, don't you wish they never go away like this butterfly?

anyways.. just sharing this picture.. if i saw one again, i won't hesitate to take another shot!

ok then.. this butterfly already flown away from my house so, gladly i took its picture..

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Wherever You Are

>Fogive Me Twice<

I know I've lost you, now what can i do
I don't have an answer, words could not erase it
I could try but it's so useless
In the end they're just excuses

Who have I been fooling
It seems it's only been myself
Thinking you'd forgive me twice
I'm the only one who's guilty
And now I'll have to pay the price
For thinking you'd forgive me twice
Oh wouldn't it be nice

You know I really love you
So what can I do
Guess I've run out of chances
And you I've run out of reasons
To take me back but even she knew
My heart's made to only love you

Who have I been fooling
It seems it's only been myself
Thinking you'd forgive me twice
I'm the only one who's guilty
And now I'll have to pay the price
For thinking you'd forgive me twice

Things might never be the same
And I'm the one to blame
I'm sorry baby

I swore I'd never hurt you
But that's exactly what i've done
Thinking you'd forgive me twice

You know I really love you
You know I really love you

.::Sky High::.

I'm flying high,

Like an eagle soaring up in the sky

I'm free but still searching for the real meaning of life

I might be flying high and high above

And I'll be up and looking for love

And love is the only amazing thing for me to survive

I'd sing a different tune

But my heart still beats the same

There's you, you, you and me inside

I might be out of tune

But you're there to help me to stay the same

Even though we're in a two distance wide

Still our heart beats the same

We're living under the same sun

We breathe the same air

We've had our fun, we've been through despair

Now where we are is one thing I don't know

We could move onto another level

But I know you might think I'm crazy

But someday, it might happen

The both of us soaring high like the eagle

We're chasing a dream

A dream which will lead us to everything

A dream will open up all the keys of life

We'd share a helping hands and thoughts

And someday, someday we'd say...

We're sharing the same air

We're sharing the same living

And the dreams that we're having are the same

We aim for success, we're hunger for it

But it all comes down to one

To live a blissful life in the near future

We'll walk through the heavy storm

We'll get through the fire

We'll walk through thin wire

No-one will know how we survive it all

Confession

Sorry for leaving without a reason

It's just that I need some time off to ease my mind

I need to find myself which I've lost ever since I'm driven by my past

Sorry to make you feel this way

I know you might think I'm so cruel

But hey, I've been your fool

How can I hide it anyway....

If I ever made you feel insecure these days

If I ever made you feel guilty enough for my leave

Then forgive me, I know I'm wrong

But the both of us need to be strong

As we never know what tomorrow will bring

Now that I decided to come back

I'm hoping nothing but better days ahead between us and everything

Sorry for leaving without a clear reason

I am not myself lately

I'm so pushed hard enough by my hard days

I know I'm wrong, you know you're right

And all these while I've been watching the stars above

And tried to sort all things out my way

In the end I ended up with nothing

I always failed to convince myself

Maybe I can't leave it for so long

I know I have to come back again

I can't leave the best part of me behind

'Cause I know that's where I begin to fight my worst nightmare

You were there to know

You were never to let go

I know it must have been hard for us to face the truth

But this is life, it is not written on a piece of paper

It's not like playing a part in a movie

We don't know the true ending of life

It's like it's never ending

Tomorrow is always there for us to fulfill

Let our yesterdays be cherished

And live today like it never last

Still we have a long way to go

Dreams to fulfill, laughter to share

In the end, we'd know where we are

We'd know where we'd stand...